Do you have a moment for starving children? "No, I don't" I say, walking past the folks with clipboards at the co-op. The truth is, I do have a moment for starving kids, women's rights, and the trees getting cut down... I don't however have extra money to give to the cause. Not at the moment anyway.
A friend of mine was ripping on blogs (in general) the other day. "Who would want to read someone's blog, it's like reading a diary, I don't want to read your diary, you're not that important." I didn't mention to her that I have a blog (although I know she's read it in the past). So, what's the point of a blog? I'm not really sure. The point of mine? To inspire? Sometimes. To question? Occasionally. To be heard? Yes, I think so.
Sometimes... I just need someone to listen. Whether it's a friend or someone I've never met who lives a thousand miles away (or just around the corner), it's comforting to know that maybe someone is listening.
I'm going to time this blog...because I can't spend much time writing. I have a lot of work to do today.
I've been running lately. I spent too much money on a watch (an impulse purchase, no doubt), and it tracks my distance, calories, heart rate (once I buy the strap for it), and maps my runs using GPS. It's pretty cool...but totally unnecessary.
I was running a few days ago, and things were going okay. Nothing out of the ordinary, really. I went 2 miles out, turned around and headed home. On my way back (less than a mile from home), I saw a woman I haven't seen for a few years. We met in New Orleans back in 2006, and she used to live here (in Minnesota), but has since moved to the west coast. I was surprised and happy to see her. How random, I thought!
We chatted for a bit...she was in town for a spoken word event. As we were standing there talking... I started to feel really weird. "I don't feel so well" I told her. All of a sudden, my vision went black. And then it went black with some blue spots (like a migraine). And then just black. My hearing cut out too. "Well this is weird" I said (or something like that). My friend encouraged me to sit down, and gave me some of her water. I told her this had never happened before. I mean sure, I get lightheaded sometimes when I'm at the gym...but never where I can't see for an extended period of time.
A few (5?) minutes later I stood up. "I think I'm okay" I told her. I spoke too soon. Again, my vision went black. WTF? Not cool....at all. It was kind of scary, but I also felt so blessed that my friend was with me. How lucky am I? Had I been alone, I probably would have tried to "shake it off" and get myself home...only to pass out somewhere along the way. Serendipity-- that's what I think. It was so great to see my friend, and then to have my body get all funky like I did...dang, I am one lucky lady to have had her with me.
I worked out this morning... I went for a short run, then to the gym to lift and do an ab workout. I've been trying to find good foods to keep me fueled. I think my favorite as of late is watermelon...because it's great to keep me hydrated. I've been wearing a amethyst necklace from Donna Menne Designs, which has been helping me stay balanced. (Funny story-- I took it off to play softball a couple weeks ago, and when I was up to bat, I swung, hit the ball, and fell over. I should have worn the necklace).
Oh, I almost forgot...I'm getting back into hockey!! A relatively new friend has encouraged me to join her team. I went and skated with some of them last week! I hadn't skated competitively for 10 years...and let's just say...watching a lot of hockey does not make you a hockey player. I've got some catching up to do!! It was fun to be back on the ice (although my ankles are not hockey ankles anymore). I'm excited for this fall/winter to start playing more often. Seems like a cool group of women to skate with!!
I better go. I've got a lot of work to get done today, plus a softball game this afternoon. Hope all are well, and many thanks for reading this blog. It's not always happy or witty or insightful....sometimes its just random thoughts, but I appreciate you reading it nonetheless.